I wish I could slow time down. Only certain times though. If only that were possible. I would slow down the time I have at home with my boys on the weekends and speed up the time at work while I'm away from them. I guess this is where I just need to learn to take full advantage of the time I am at home with them.
We went on vacation for two full weeks in February. We had such a good time, but being away from our own space for fifteen days with a twenty month old was a lot. We loved introducing Thomas to Toms side of the family and spending time with them as well. As much fun as we had, there's something exciting about coming back home. When we walked in the door after being gone for so long Thomas squealed and ran through the house saying "hi" to all of his toys. Thinking about vacation from his point of view - he honestly didn't know we were ever coming back to that place. Poor guy.
There have been some changes in our church lately, that have been upsetting, but in the end I have to remember that I'm not in control and that the Lord knew what was coming, and allowed it to happen. I guess in the end all I can do is pray and learn to let go of all my frustrations, which is easier said than done. I'm not upset that the changes happened, or even how the changes came about anymore. What I am upset about is that the people we love and call our family no longer go there, and we no longer see them on a regular basis. But, as I said before, all I can do is pray for them and everyone involved and try like crazy not to grow apart.
Thomas is growing so fast and is learning new things every single day. It's still amazing to me that this little boy is mine. I can't remember what we used to do before we had him, and can't imagine what I'd do without him.
Just some random thoughts to get them out of my head.
